The holiday season makes me incredibly happy. The lights, cheer, laughter, giving, snow, love, and the music all make me blessed to be alive. I have always loved the holidays. I live somewhere were we get many feet of snow and a lot of ice. I'm also blessed that I can have snow on Thanksgiving …
Category: Love
Fears.
Do you want to know my biggest fear? Losing someone. That fear is so overwhelming. My palms are sweaty just thinking about it. The thought of losing the love of my life, a friend, or a family member is so heartbreaking. The heavy feeling in my chest makes me want to go insane and the …
I found it.
I haven't posted in a while, because I simply didn't know what to write. I have fallen in love with the man of my dreams. Words can't explain how much I love him. I used to write about what I wanted. What I longed for. Now that I have found it, I didn't know how …
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I want you to write my name in the sand in the summer. Draw your heart in the snow in winter. Kiss me in the rain in spring. And hold me close by the bonfire in the fall. I want to feel your love for me every day of the year. To be able to express the passion …
Truly Happy
Today I realized something. I realized that I am happy with being single. I am truly happy doing my own thing and not having anyone in my life. I realized that right now, in my life, that only I can be my biggest supporter. I am the only person that can make me truly happy …
Too Many Thoughts Running Through My Head
As I sit in my room all alone, I am able to put all of my thoughts together. Well, I try to as least. I’m a quiet person with a lot of unspoken thoughts. I overthink everything and that is probably why my relationships don’t work out. How am I supposed to trust a guy …
What You Do To Me
In your eyes I see life. I see the life that I want with you. I can see your soul. Your beautiful soul that brightens up my entire world. Everyday I don't see you kills me, because I want to stare deep into your eyes because they give me warmth. They give me a sense …
What I Am Looking For
I just miss being wanted. I miss going on dates and just getting butterflies in my stomach when the guy would just look at me. I miss that look... that look they give you right before your first kiss with them. That powerful look that just makes you turn into jelly inside and your mind leaves …
My Anxiety/ Self-Love
This is technically about love. It has self-love in it. ❤ Dealing with something like Anxiety is definitely not something that should be taken lightly. Anxiety is a serious problem. I am someone who suffers from anxiety. Specifically Social Anxiety. It is hard for me to be in social situations sometimes.Parties are kind of terrible sometimes. Meeting new people always is tough because I'm …
You’re Worth It
I have a lot to say, that's for sure. I have had my fair share of men in my life, some for the right reasons, some for the wrong reasons, some for - I don't even know the reason. But if I can tell you one thing throughout this blog, it's that: Never let someone play your …